Tuesday, September 23, 2003



Today's disc

Of particular note on Lotion's wonderful and just-plain-impossible-to-describe 1994 debut is "Head," which your dim blogger has only recently learned is about a dog; a dog who, if I understand correctly, used to be treated nicely and now has new owners who treat him like shit, so he thinks constantly of escaping. Reminds me of my own dog Ashley, who is 14, blind, deaf, and has a fine life when any of us are around. During the day he stays penned up in the kitchen, which he hates. When he hears someone come in he is so frantic to leave his prison that he rather disturbingly runs around in a circle and can't stop -- sort of like me at around 5 p.m. Ash and I are both dogs on a rope.

Monday, September 22, 2003

I'm listening to Warren Zevon's The Wind, the great man's last album, and it's beyond heartbreaking. It's beautiful, stirring, emotionally riveting, and I'm tempted to say the best Zevon has delivered in awhile, but maybe I'm just getting carried away. Zevon always delivered strong albums -- sadly, no one much noticed except me and a few other people here and there. Earlier this morning I was listening to Mutineer, which has great stuff, including two of his best songs: "Seminole Bingo" and "The Vast Indifference of Heaven." The latter, of course, is especially striking in light of what happened -- I wonder if he took that thought with him to the grave. Somehow, I doubt it. Or maybe that's just me, hoping; I naturally yearn for people to make amends with God before the end -- preferably long before but definitely before the lights go out for good.

I am strongly considering -- and have been for some time -- writing a very long piece about Warren Zevon and all that his music has meant to me. He was some kind of a genius: Raymond Chandler meets rock and roll, you might say, which I'm sure someone has said before. I need to get all my thoughts together about Zevon; his death affected me as few celebrity passings do. I would have loved to have written about him for the Free-Times; unfortunately they had other plans. You can imagine my grief when the chosen reviewer began by saying something like "I don't know much about Warren Zevon..."

More later.

Sunday, September 21, 2003

Wednesday, September 17, 2003

Best Friends review.
Boy, does this bring back memories. The day it arrived in college, a room-mate got hold of it and wrote "Rodney at work" on the cover.

Thursday, September 11, 2003

Life imitates art.
Today's Mix:

* Charles Mingus, Mingus Mingus Mingus Mingus Mingus

*Erroll Garner, Concert By the Sea

*Duke Ellington, Live at Newport (includes"Diminuendo and Crescendo in Blue," my favorite of all jazz performances and one guaranteed to improve any day on which it is played. The key here is tenor sax maestro Paul Gonsalves, who takes the Ellington group through a stunning 27 choruses; a glorious example of a player reaching his limit and then -- while we all listen in amazement -- sprinting past it with mad glee. It would be a sin for anyone reading this to die without having heard this cut many, many times.)

*Dexter Gordon, Settin' the Pace.

*The Best of Cannonball Adderly: The Capitol Years.

*Miles Davis, Sketches of Spain.

Tuesday, September 09, 2003

I have to give a plug for my daughter, Kate. Recently our pastor referenced -- for the umpteenth time -- the words of one Max Lucado, whose vast variety of tacky He Chose the Nails merchandise can be seen all over your local Christian bookstore. There are books, tapes, CDs, shirts and -- according to Kate -- "probably even a `He Chose the Nails' whisk to beat your egg-whites with."

Tuesday, September 02, 2003



Today's disc



Where I spent the weekend -- annual family gathering, Roan Mountain, Tennessee
Dreaming of Home

The Colour by Rose Tremain. Farrar Straus Giroux. 379 pages. $25.00

Rose Tremain’s The Colour is a low-wattage period drama of marriage and ambition that doesn’t really turn up its flame until it’s almost over. A lot happens in it, with four stories going at various times, all involving people caught up in the New Zealand gold rush of the 1860s, but Tremain’s prose style is so subdued it always seems to be lagging behind, patiently waiting for the material to cough up more inspiration than it at first seems to have. Almost by the skin of her teeth, she makes the trip worthwhile.

At the center of the story are the middle-aged newlyweds Joseph and Harriet Blackwood, who arrive in Christchurch, New Zealand, from England with Joseph’s recently-widowed mother Lillian. All three are completely out of their element. Joseph’s plan is to build a house and farm in a nearby village, although he knows nothing of building or farming; his long-term goals, like his sudden decision to marry Harriet, whom he barely knows, are acts of desperation. Harriet, at 34, married him for the same reason, and she soon realizes Joseph is everything she never wanted: he’s bullheaded, pushed around by his snippety mother – who constantly reminds him of how inferior he is to his father – doesn’t want children, and his habit of covering her face when they have sex creeps her out. What she doesn’t know is that Joseph is consumed by a guilty secret involving a young girl, and that both his marriage and this uncomfortable life in a hostile environment are hasty, ill-conceived attempts to resolve it. Joseph clearly has no future as a farmer; he slings together a house that is barely better than a shack, and forces his poor cow to wear a ridiculous “jacket” to keep warm because he can’t afford a shed. He’s also a borderline psychopath, and everything about him is marked by frustration, by trying to force things to work. His plans, as well as his anxiety about the future, are ratcheted up a notch when there appears to be gold on his property, a secret he keeps from the family. Although “the colour” comes to nothing, it inspires him to join others who have headed to the mountains to seek for gold-lined dreams.

While Joseph is panning and planning, Harriet seeks a reprieve from her gripy mother-in-law by spending time with the neighbors, the Orchards, taking a particular liking to their young son Edwin. Edwin confides in Harriet a strange secret of his own, which is that he communicates telepathically with Pare, a Maori nursemaid who was banished from the house when he was an infant. Pare’s love for Edwin and her refusal to stop visiting him, both mentally and in actuality, has made her an exile from her own village as well. As Pare wanders in the wilderness, she becomes ill, as does Edwin, her spiritual twin. When Lillian dies and Harriet rides out to tell Joseph, Edwin prevails upon her to find Pare; she also joins the hunt for gold.

Harriet’s search leads to a brief reunion with Joseph as well as a romantic encounter of her own with Pao Yi, a married Chinese expatriate who, like her, tends to stick out at a mining camp. Although the affair between the two has a sticky, somewhat girlish streak of feminism to it – who knew that cunnilingus was the key to a woman’s heart even way back then? – the book suddenly begins making some sort of structural sense. Harriet and Pao Yi, stuck in loveless marriages, find some kind of temporary home in each other, a home bound not to last, and it becomes clear that this elusive search for home has been driving the novel all along. Home becomes, like gold, a capricious dream that may or may not be within one’s grasp.

The Colour is at its most impressive as this perspective takes shape, particularly in the opposing images of Joseph and Harriet with which Tremain leaves us – however late in the game, it boosts this sleepy, logy, wanly amusing tale onto a plane more spiritual and almost artistic.
Once there was a friend of mine
Who died a thousand deaths
His life was filled with parasites
And countless idle threats.
He trusted in a woman
And on her he made his bet
Once there was a friend of mine
Who died a thousand deaths.

--Neil Young, "Barstool Blues," Zuma.